I'm going to attempt an emo entry now. PLease just bear with me..... goodness knows I've waded through my share of emo entries....





WHY ME!? Why is it always ME? What did I Do WRONG to deserve this?! Oh someone tell me why!! I tried my best, really, at whatever it was that I was suppossed to do, but everything always goes wrong! Sobs.

Maybe it wasn't meant to be. Maybe I'm not fated to do whatever it was I was suppossed to do. Maybe I should just...just... aarrgghhhh. I shouldn't be thinking about this, I really shouldn't. I must stay strong. I must get through this. I don't care what other people think of me. But...but it's just so haaaaaaaard.....*bawls*


*Shudders*

Ok, I will never ever attempt to write another one of those nasty paragraphs ever again. When I really feel down, I don't blog about it. I get into bed with several bars of Kinder Bueno and indulge in fanatsies of drenching whoever it was that made my day bad in boiling, hot...chocolate. Yes, chocolate. With plenty of sugar.


Then throwing him or her in the path of those killer ants in the Amazon that attacks and eats everything in its path.



Stop emoing people!!! Life sucks. Straight out. We'll always be short of money, short of time and short of sleep. We'll always fail at something and do well in other things. Like eating chocolate. We'll always face times when we feel we are alone and miserable, for no other reason than the fact that we can't seem to get joy from whatever it is we are doing, even things we believe we are passionate in. Challenges and obstacles will always be in every corner of every turn on every road in our lives and there will be times when we fail pathetically in trying to overcome them. But so what?

I believe in the fact that the human spirit is prized, not only for its frightening will to survive and its capacity to hope and work for something better, but also for its ability to push us forward. Even if we have nowhere to go. It is this extraordinary strength that makes heroes out of some of us and, for others, matyrs for their cause. Maybe I sound like one of those people giving motivational speeches, or worse, a politician, but really, think about it. Don't ask "Why me?". It is useless to ask questions for which there are no answers. We should instead be asking "So what do I do now?" or "Is there someone who can help?". Or even "What's the number of the ambulance service?"(it's 995 btw).

Life sucks. I agree. Work sucks. I know. Things are always so complicated. Been there, done that. But maybe if we stop thinking about all the depressing topics, and think more about the good in life, it'll seem like the whole situation is a lot better.

A few examples:

A friend backstabs you. How to find a brightside to that? Well...now you know he/she is not really a good friend afterall... why don't you just stab right back? Lol. Kidding. Then again....


You feel lonely at home with nothing but the computer to entertain you. The brightside to this is...... thank God for computers!!! Or your Nintendo DS! Or your TV!! Or your...urm...personal magazines....


You're failing at everything in school. Now how to think positively about that? Well, my experience from mixing around with all kinds in people in NS.....be glad you have a place in a school. Seriously. Some people I know now are wishing so much to get into a school, any school, just so their futures will be less bleak. And even then, I hardly ever see them emo. At least with a place in school, you get to work on your grades. For some others.... they have to think about jobs that won't put so much importance on their grades in school...and those jobs aren't the kind people usually want to think about.


You hate your life. Okaaayy..... but at least you're still alive! It's sad when you hear tales about people realizing the true value of their lives... mostly when they're about to lose it.



You never miss the water until it's gone, they say. Well there is plenty of water now. Fill yourself up with it.



Anyway, I'm going to bed now. All this talk about life and whatever is in it....It just makes me feel so glad I'm where I am right now.




And in life, Nutella and Kinder Bueno will help, trust me. (Sorry rl, I just couldn't resist putting that in!! ;)