Hidhir- Tragic Hero?

Oh lookee!! A post within the same year!!!

Haha.

Things are so not going that well for me :(

So many things to do. So little time. yes yes, i know. Hidhir neither has school nor a proper job. he only has TAS to occupy his weekends, not to mention to provide a valid reason for sleepless nights!!

Hmmm.............blogging has become a little bit harder, ever since I joined Facebook ( oh the horror of peer pressure!!!)

I remember a time when I used to log every single chance I got (every single time i get a computer with Internet access. like one in a computer lab during F&N lessons in sec school)

Anyway, I've always been very bad at expressing negativity to outsiders(read: everyone but me). It's my outlook on life you know, just focus on the positive things and all the bad things will eventually crumble upon themselves.

Oh goodness, so worried about another matter but I shan't discuss it here until I get more news about it. it's a matter of pride.

Got what this post is about yet? Yes. Faults. Mine in particular.

There is a Malay saying which goes "Easier to see a germ across the oceans than an elephant in front of your nose". Or something like that. It loses some of its poetry once translated but anyway... it describes a certain trait of us human beings in that it's so much easier for us to spot the tiniest of flaws in other people than it is to see the faults we have ourselves.

So I thought I'd just go over the faults i have with myself. And perhaps the 2 of you reading this.

Firstly, I'm damn lazy. No, really. What? You already knew?

I'm damn lazy. Really, if there is one trait which I think would be the downfall of me, it's my laziness. Combined with my habit of procrastination, it's a truly lethal combination.

the second one might be a bit of a surprise. I'm too nice. There I said it. There might be a lot of you out there who might think "Oh Hidhir is so nice to me. La di da di da...." when in fact I might actually hate you. No really. I can be very vicious, for those who know me well. It doesn't take much of me to rip a person's reputation apart (I gossip quite a lot about certain people) but when I come face to face with these people, I just... become nice. Even when they are self-absorbed m*th**f*ck*rs who should just go out side a play "hide and f*ck yourself in the a**" and probably aren't really worth my time.

Oh, but if I keep poking fun at you and tease you mercilessly, chances are, I really really like you =D Feel better now?

And it leads me to a third trait. I may come across as a straightforward kinda guy sometimes. May be a little outspoken here and there. Maybe a little quiet at other times. But the thing is, I always always have an opinion of my own which I don't tell other people. usually cuz i'm too nice. But most of the times they aren't really the politically correct opinions such a nice guy like me should have.

I like to gossip, there is that. but only about certain people. I don't care who your aunt's daughter's only cousin is dating right now. No really. Unless you're a really really good friend of mine. Even then i don't guarantee you that i'll remember a name.

I spend money like money grows on trees right outside my house.

I'm pathological liar sometimes. I'll just lie for no reason at all. Like when I said "You look nice today" ;P

Ergh....I think that's about the amount of self abuse i can stand for one night.

hmmm.....

Night!!!

UPDATE!!!!!!!

OMG it's been soooo looong!!!!!!!!

And it's all Facebook's fault, I swear!!

You don't settle for something inferior when you can have it good =)

Okay, okay let's see, where shall we start? Maybe with the fact that......i ORD ALREADY!!!!!!! BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!

First of all, I'd like to wish a whole two years worth of HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! to everyone. As well as for the two years coming, during which i'll no doubt forget the dates for some(read: most) of you.

And only two years cuz the world in ending in 2012.

I HAVE A JOB!!!!!!

Will not elaborate much on it, except that it's bringing in much needed funds for.....everything.

My sis is in SWEDEN doing her doctorate because NUS is too anal about protocol. Guess who got the short end of the stick? Not my sis =DD

And to all of those born in 1989, happy 21st birthdays to all!! You know how to contact me.

Lets talk about trees.

They are the longest living organisms on this planet. They give us shelter, food, OXYGEN and something nice to look at. Their roots dig deep and their branches stretch up high in to the sky. Without them, there would not be us.

And look at the lovely manner in which we repay them.

And i wanted to write something about Melissa Ling, a HOT friend of mine, but i don't think she would appreciate most of it. *cough MEEEEE cough*

So i'll just write that she claims she's a nice and awesome and kind and caring friend.**

**disclaimer: subject to........a lot of things. like personal taste etc etc....

=)=)

I will write more when i have the time, energy and content to make another post. for now, random thoughts are all i could manage.

Do tag. Kthksbye.